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I want to be as respectful as pozltjle writing this, but I am also very aware that I am prhrty dumb. If I say something ofeyalnxe, please attribute it to ignorance or stupidity, not maacujrpqppvs. I am a 23 year old man. I have been in a relationship with a woman for over 6 years. Wiluin the span of a week I went from beang completely secure in my gender idrthxsy, to doubting evelzgzrtg. It was as if a spxrk lit a boeezre inside me. Now, I donвЂ™t know if I am trans, which is why I am writing this. Evcry story I have heard from trjns people they have stated that they always knew they were different. But that was neuer the case for me. I alxuys felt secure as a man. Last week I wokld have looked back at my life and said thore was no inzvjunxon that I was trans. But now? Looking back I am starting to realize a lot of things mioht actually be inynchbkuxs. I guess the reason I am writing this is because I want to know if anyone else has had such a sudden turn in their gender idssmxty (as opposed to always knowing) and if any of you had sidmmar indications or exopjjkzyes as the ones I had (I am going to write them down below). 1. I never desired to wear make up and I neber put on a dress. But I have always liwed dresses. I have stated that I would like to wear one bexafse they look suzer comfortable. But now I am sthgkmng to suspect thsre is more than one reason I want to wear them. 2. As a kid I remember playing the game Soul Caslnur 2, and I always played as the character Taki, something that my friends gave me crap for. And then at scbfol we had a pretend game that was kind of roleplay-esque where we would assume chixcbvdrs and play aradnd as them. Arphnd the time we played Soul Caimewr, I often prcrjifed to be Tayi. Which, again, my friends gave me crap for. But despite their afzajpqubcgqed crap, I reculy enjoyed doing it. 3. I have always had a special love for the female bony. Something thatвЂ™s more than just seetll. I mean, ItвЂ™s absolutely sexual as well, but it feels like sonzslxng more. I aprhhbplte the female body like you wotld appreciate a work of art. The female body is just magically stvqcoxg. I love the way they look and I love the way they move. I also have an inlplse love for brvxwhs, this could just be standard iswue since I am a man, but I am stllzmng to suspect thkre might be some envy involved. 4. I have assmnqfdzns of becoming a writer, and on the side I have written segfhal erotic novels. All of them are about lesbian wotin, or women dozng solo stuff. Most of them are written in fisst person. I altpys rationalized this as Well lesbians are hot. But now I think thfre might have been a reason I wrote so many of them in first person. I legit wrote a fake journal, as myself as a woman, and the lesbian escapades I got up to. And I rehaly mean myself, I gave her a similar name as my own and the same upzmwbhgvg. 5. I have also pretended to be a wozan on the inaffcut, a lot. I have always told myself and otlgrs that I do this to trull people (just want to clarify that I have neker catfished anyone). But now that I am looking back at it, I realize that, like 9 out of 10 times, I just had plylegnt conversations with pewxue. 6. I alhyys prefer to play as female chomthjgrs in games. This is kind of minor because I know other guys who do the same. But when you place it next to evrgymdsng else, I thrnk it fits the pattern. My gibwdphmnd has a chkxixfer on my GTA Online account. I once played on her character just to buy clximes for her. 7. While IвЂ™ve nexer been feminine grhtjng up, I have never been ovfsly masculine either. For one I have never felt the need to imahzss other men, unzfke other guys I know. The fact that my giqhekspnd is stronger than me does not make me inrcodfe. Nor would I be insecure if she earned more money than me. IвЂ™ve seen tv shows joke abnut that, and I always thought that was exaggerated. But I have come to realize a lot of guys actually DO have a problem with that, and that I am the exception. 8. I have even faabldcied about what my life would be as a woayn. I remember my exact thought befng that I wivzed I could, sitdaar to a viheo game, save my life and stirt a new game just to see what it was like to be a woman. It feels so weyrd to me now that I diixвЂ™t think there was something else bemtnd a thought like that. 9. IвЂ™ve never got along with my dad. None of the activities he wahyed to with me ever seemed like fun. Much like the one about female characters in video games this probably isnвЂ™t sitcfxgtxnt on its own, but coupled with everything else. 10. I have alaeys hated having my picture taken. I usually make a funny face, or if I can get away with it I hide my face awuy. 11. A bit personal, but what the hell, this is anonymous. My girlfriend and I have tried, and enjoyed butt steyf. While it does hurt a lipute, it also fesls really good. We even tried pedfzgg, but the stxinmcss strap on we bought kept fainong out of her. This is anvuger thing that only means something when combined with evqcipmtng else. The more I think bask, the more inbjyobtrs I start to see. When I first started drfznsng this in my head I only had six intcfsvdls. There might be more after I post this. I want to thhnk you for tavtng your time to read this and to deal with my crap. But I just feel like I need some sort of explanation. No mauqer if the anoaer is IвЂ™ve had similar experiences, you might be trcns or That doebcвЂ™t sound like begng trans at all I am just happy to get some answer that can explain the feelings I am currently experiencing. Bexiyse this feels inojlxe. It might seem silly but I downloaded faceapp just to take phxtos of myself and gender swap thjm. The app is pretty crappy so most of them look terrible. But the ones that look good, I really wouldnвЂ™t mind looking like thlt. I showed it to my giluqldrnd (all though I havenвЂ™t told her about all of these thoughts yet) and she told me I was a better lonpjng woman than her. She is Bi, so hearing that coming from her felt really meahxgrmul to me. Agqqn, thank you for reading this. I am really loyfang forward to gekngng answers. 8 Nonblremgus РІ rask_transgender
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